CAY YOU'RE AN ANGEL ON EARTH NO MORE
YOU KNEW YOUR TIME WAS NEAR
IT'S WITH HEAVEN'S ANGELS YOU SORE
YOU WAITED FOR MY PRESENCE, MY DEAR

WHEN YOU LAST OPENED YOUR PRETTY EYES
I WAS THERE HOLDING YOU CLOSE
WE BOTH SAID OUR FINAL GOOD BYES
AND YOU WERE TAKEN BY A HEAVENLY HOST

TO SEE LOVED ONES PASSED WAITING FOR YOU
HEAVEN'S GATE WAITING OPEN FOR YOU, CAY
WAITING ANGEL WINGS FITTED JUST FOR YOU
EARNED BY THE WAY YOU LIVED DAY TO DAY

YOUR PRESENCE HERE ON EARTH WILL BE MISSED
WE CAN ONLY HOPE WE LEARNED FROM YOU
THROUGH YOUR LOVE AND CARING WAYS, YOU WISHED
THAT WE COULD ALL LEARN FAITH LIKE YOU

CAY YOU'RE AN ANGEL ON EARTH NO MORE
YOU'RE SUFFERING HERE ON EARTH IS THROUGH
IT'S WITH HEAVENLY ANGELS YOU SORE
I THANK THE LORD YOU TAKING YOU

WITH YOUR NEW WINGS YOU HOVER ABOVE
TO WATCH LOVED ONES SAY OUR GOOD BYES
YOU SEE THE OUTPOUR OF PRAYERS AND LOVE
PLEASE WATCH OVER US FROM HEAVENLY SKIES

I WAS GLAD I WAS THERE AT THE END
TO SEE YOU, HOLD YOU AND SAY GOOD BYE
BUT I'LL MISS YOU HERE TIL GOD KNOWS WHEN
CAY, MY ANGEL WATCH OVER ME FROM HEAVEN'S SKY

Tony
dapony16@yahoo.com
11/9/2003

I just became aware of Cays work, tonight. I feel a profound sense of loss for having not known earlier and been able to communicate the feelings inspired by the same.

Be well in your path, Cay. And for the family, rest a bit more easily in the knowledge that even past this life, the work of Cay goes on... and reaches and touches others!

Russell Munson
razzell2@mscomm.com
11/9/2003

I am not sure of the year of the loss of Cay, (there is no year posted), but after listening to some of the sentimental songs on this web page, and then coming across the notice of Cay's loss, I was very much in the mood to send my condolences, and sympathies to the family and friends of Cay, those that are left with her memories. I dont know you, but I miss you. I wish i had known you. Sleep with Angels, Cay Sincerely, Russell Munson Phelan, CA

DEBBY
ANGELRAINBOWNE@aol.com
11/9/2003

she will be the lady angel to guide all those afflicyed now to be the one who will confort love and give families a place to come and read of her courage, thank you for sahroing my grandmother passed of this terrible disease, but I find so much in her words thank you for sharing with guardian cay

Mustanger1
mustanger1@excite.com
11/7/2003

Cay......Thanks....

for walking beside me through all the good and bad moments

for making my PATH a little bit easier

for taking time to be an example

for loving me with all your heart

for meaning so much to me

for meaning so very much to others

for being an ANGEL on earth

Carlos
cdemattos@hotmail.com
11/7/2003

My Dearest Family, Cay's Family and Friends. I add to Dan and Tammy's mesasage. We and I mean all of us who knew Cay are suffering the lost of a dear and sweet Lady. I am glad I was part of her life even if for just 2 short years. We packed alot of life and love into those years. We did things she had on her list of things to do before she parted this world to the life everlasting. We had fun and enjoyed each others companionship in our love and marraige. We went places and seen sunrises on beaches so pure and then traveled to see the sunset on the other side of the Island and share our thoughts and a beer.

Cay relished each and everyday as if it may be her last. She shared her love of life with many of you, she shared her pain on her web pages, so that those of you in her shoes could have someone to relate and turn to when you needed a boost or a shoulder.

I will miss her physical presence in my life, but I know because I still have her love in my heart, she lives on. I know where she is now, she is in a perfect body and feels no pain and is an Angel on earth no more.

Remember her in your hearts always and remember the lessons and love she passed on to one and all. I along with my family thank you for all your kind works and sympathy. She will surely be missed.

Again Thank You, Carlos deMattos

Dan Campbell
dan@joepiperinc.com
11/6/2003

Dear Friends,

Words will never be able to express how touched Tammy & I felt after reading each and everyone's letter to my mom. She was truly blessed to have such caring family & friends. I know God heard every prayer. God bless each and every one of you.

I also know some of you are going through the same fight my Mom was going through. So I pray God gives you the strength to fight and the Grace to continue to lift his children, who are unable to lift themselves.

With love Dan & Tammy Campbell

Michael Anderson
manderson@motacorp.com
11/6/2003

Growing up as a young boy, I was always amazed at Cay's wit. Her attitude towards life and the internal flame that burned within her has and always will have a lasting impression with me. I hope when my time comes I have had the same impact on others as she had to so many good people. She left us all with many pleasant memories.

Michael Anderson

Patty
Angelzofblue@aol.com
11/4/2003

My Prayers are with the family of Cay for I know she is sitting there at the Lords side....I have talked to Cay here online about the pages we do and all I can say is she was a very sweet person...I wish the family strength to go on as Cay will be watching over them till they meet again in Heaven..Much Peace and Love to you..Patty

Marie
mfr947@yahoo.com
11/3/2003

My prayers and thoughts are with the Family of Cay. It is with sadness that I just found out, by opening her page, that Cay made her passage to God's glory yesterday. May God be with you all and I will keep you in my prayers.

Dyan Robinson
RBIDYAN@Bellsouth.net
11/3/2003

I would like for Dan and Tammy to know just how much you are in our thoughts and prayers. Donald and Dyan

11/3/2003

After many years of fighting this horrible disease, Cay stopped fighting the evening of November 2nd. She is finally free from the clutches of cancer. She has touched many hearts in this mortal world and will continue to do so from Heaven. Please take the time to say a special prayer for Cay and her loved ones. She will truely be missed by all.

katie
dancingfreak124@hotmail.com
10/31/2003

dear cay,

i am really sorry that i could not wright a longer message to u but i hope that u and every person in the world that has to go through struggles like you will get better.(i hope that u get better!)

Marie
mfr947@yahoo.com
10/30/2003

Hi Cay Yu don't know me but I have heard a lot about you and it seems you have touched so many lives in a very special way. My prayers are with you and your family and may the Good Lord strenghen you, keep up the Faith, for God is good and will not forsaken you. Marie

Lon & Sherry
vancleve@cybertrails.com
10/30/2003

Hay Cay, I don't know you but I will pray for you and what ever is wrong I hope you can make it through it. Between my dad & mom and my mother-inlaw my past sevearl mon. has been real bad mostly with my mom she had to have both breast removed at the same time the both had cancer I throught I was going to lose her because of her age. So the only thing I can say if it's really bad fight like heck the best thing to do is think of your love ones and how are they going to get by with out you. They need you as much as you need them so fight.

SHERRY& lON

Anna
twinkle_star_so_wild_and_far@yahoo.com
10/30/2003

dear cay,hello i'm anna from germany we don't know each other but i want to tell u that it is really amaizing what i see today here on ur side!

suntex eben
suntex64@yahoo.com
10/29/2003

cay,u are very good.

Terence Young
terence.young@mda.osd.mil
10/29/2003

My prayers are with you! May you find peace and comfort in the Almighty!

Carlos
cdemattos@hotmail.com
10/29/2003

Cay, I went back and read all of the Cancer Wall pages on your website and realized that the Gardian Angel Prayer was your last. You must have known something back then and was afraid to tell everyone else. But knowing you, you thought you would spare them some of the pain and suffering. As I cared for you during the months of chemo (aka our other name for it Rat Poison) treatments I learned patience, understanding, tenderness, caring and love from you. You were and always will be my Lady Lace, my Baby, my Cay, my Wife. I love you, I'll be there this week comming to be by your side. Love Dink

Joe Giedlinski
giedljj@kscems.ksc.nasa.gov
10/29/2003

Although we've never met, thru Carlos I feel I know you and nothing I say will ease the pain, sorrow, or discomfort you may be feeling so at least I can tell you my prayers are with you and may the good Lord stay by your side.

Dianna & Jerry Cutrer
dianna.cutrer@dcma.mil
10/29/2003

Cay, Please know that our love and prayers are with you. The statements below tell us the true facts. Cancer cannot destroy the light you brought to this world. It cannot destroy the love and admiration we all have for you.

Kimberly(queendonegal)
Kimmie22471@hotmail.com
10/28/2003

For you Kay from one cancer victim to another...i feel the strength that surrounds you at this moment...but the time will come when we either awake to a new and happy dawn of earth or a beautiful home with the Lord our God....He does love us Cay so very much and he holds us so close to Him...my prayers of love go out to you and one day we will meet in another place and time where life has no death or pain or sorrow and we will know each other as in God's house we are sisters.....smiles ...Much love sent to you from me....Kimberly.. Fly Cay Fly....hugzzzz

Ed
grinder_48@hotmail.com
10/28/2003

Cay, I recieved a call from a mutual friend of ours and was completely devastated. You are by far the strongest woman I have ever known, and I was sure you were gonna beat this disease. I went to your web pages and read your thoughts...and I cried. May God bless you and your family and be with you always and forever.

Ashley
alwyssilky@yahoo.com
10/27/2003

Hi Cay, I would like to thank you for Lace's Place, it's a gr8 place to go. You are in my prayers now and alwys...

Karen M Hionas
gucci71766@aol.com
10/27/2003

Cay, I HAVE met you from my friend Annie, she sends me your beautiful pages. I can tell through those pages that you are one of the best of the best on this earth. You touched SO many people, probably more than you'll EVER know. So, I give you my many thanks, and you will forever be in my prayers and my heart.

Linda Hinz
marlo_2@yahoo.com
10/25/2003

My best friend in the whole world, what can I say??? Other than I love you and miss you so very much. We had a rocky start and we went from one end of the spectrum to the other in our friendship. Just know that you have meant more to me and always been there for me more than anyone else. I'm looking in that "mirror" and trying to find a reason for this to happen to you. You're so good and you're one of the best people that have ever entered my life. I'm so glad I got to see you and Carlos. I'm so glad you found happiness with him. Sometimes God puts people in our lives for a reason, and you were put in mine when I needed you most. I can only hope that I was put into yours to make it a little brighter. You understood me like no one else has and the funny thing is you always felt and thought the same way I did. I love you, and I will see you soon.........Linnie

Michael And Laurie Anderson
loriea2@alltel.net
10/24/2003

Today I visited you in thought. Perhaps you felt a whisper as you rested...a warm presence,not wishing to disturd you but just wishing to touch your day with comfort in some small way. We are thinking of you and praying for you everyday. Please know how much we love you.If there is anything we can do for you, Please let us know. Love, Lauire and Mike

10/23/2003
Hi Cay, Just a note to let you know I'm thinking about you. You are always on my mind these days and in my prayers nightly. Love, Judy

Amy Anderson
amya2175@aol.com
10/23/2003

Cay, Remember me? Little Amy from long ago? I'm so glad to get the opportunity to say Hi to you. I am realizing from the website that's been set up how very much you are loved! I hope the caring thoughts make you smile. I'm so sorry for these difficult times you are going through.

Dyan Robinson
RBIDYAN@BELLSOUTH.NET
10/23/2003

Good Morning Cay! I hope you have a day that brings a smile to your face. When you look up and see Tammy smiling at you with that twinkle that she has in her eyes........know that you are so blessed to have such a wonderful, careing daughter-in-law. Please know that you are loved by many. Dyan

Charles
faye_adam@excite.com
10/23/2003

Hello Cay, My massege to you is; 'keep the faith.' As Jesus was about to be put to death, perhaps, after praying that this death should be taken away from Him; He said to His heavenly father not my will but thy be done. Cay, our ways are not God's ways. He knows what is right. He is the all-knowing God, a merciful and immortal God. He can do somethings at a time we least expected. If he can raise a dead being how much more a living sick person. Cay, I love you and pray God to incline His ears and listen to our prayers and supplications. Don't you ever underestimate what God can do. Like I earlier said, keep the faith. God is merciful. Be cured in Jesus name. Amen. Bye.

Kim Martin
Pursegirl@charter.net
10/22/2003

You know it is embarrasing what we do as adults sometimes. We live so close to our friends yet we let them live their life and we live ours and let our friends become our past. You are and always will be a dear friend. I will pray for you, everyday and I will see you soon. All my love. Kim

Amy Elias

10/22/2003

Dear Cay, Never in a million years would I have thought that you wouldn't always be around to tease me or to make me laugh, but I guess God has a better plan for you. I will treasure forever all the memories that we share. Beginning with those when I was a spoiled teenaged girl arguing with you in my mom's kitchen, to my wedding day when you helped me get my veil straight. You have been a great friend to me and my family for many years and you will be missed by everyone whose life you have touched. I am so glad that I have had the priviledge to know and love you. Love Always! Amy

Donald & Dyan Robinson
RBIDYAN@Bellsouth.net
10/22/2003

Cay, You came into our life at one of the lowest points we have ever been at. You came with such a loving, giving spirit that only one of God's "special" angels could be inside that body that stood beside us. There is not a day we don't think of you with a smile. You also must know what a wonderful son you have raised. I would like to say thank you for being the person you are and the way you have touched our lives. Donald and Dyan

Cay,

You are such a special person.  I will tell you one thing you did very well and that was to have and raise such a wonderful son.  You are so blessed to have him and his family so close and so ready to do whatever it takes to make you happy and loved.  There's not a day that goes by that Donald and I don't think of you.  I thank God for giving us the blessing of your friendship.

Donald and Dyan

James Blanchard
jblanchard@tds.net
10/22/2003

Dear Mom , Just wanted to tell you how much I love you . We have been praying for you. Just remember that God is always in control. Whatever God decides too do , You should be so proud because you have two great boys that you have done so well with. If God decides to take you home, well that would mean one more beautiful Angel in Gods kingdom. Stay strong in your faith and don`t worry about Dan or John you have done a great job with them. Remember all the hard times we all had in Calera . actually them were good times. I think them times brought us closer. Well, I love you and will be praying . Love your oldest son, James Blanchard .

LISA COWLEY
LCOWLEY@HPIDIRECT.NET
10/22/2003

YOU HAVE ALWAYS BEEN LIKE A SECOND MOTHER TO ME. I REMEMBER ALL OF THE DAYS WHEN YOU ALWAYS HAD A HOUSE FULL OF US DRIVING YOU CRAZY. I MISS YOU AND I HAVEN'T SEEN YOU HALF AS MUCH IN THE PAST YEARS AS I WOULD HAVE LIKE TO. PLEASE KNOW THAT YOU ARE TRULY AN ANGEL AND YOU HAVE TOUCHED MY LIFE WITH YOUR CONTAGEOUS LAUGHTER AND YOUR SPARKLING EYES. YOU ALWAYS SEEMED TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER WHEN I WAS A MOODY TEENAGER AND YOUR INSPIRATION HAS BEEN A TREMENDOUS PART OF MY LIFE. I WILL BE THERE TO SEE YOU SOON AND WE WILL "TEAR UP THE TOWN" IN OUR OWN WAY! I LOVE YOU! LISA C.

Charles Hawkins
charles@joepiperin.com
10/21/2003

hello Cay..... what can I say that you have not heard so many times before...how about you have one of the truly great guys I know as a son, ( but I know you have heard that all of his life. ) he loves and enjoys you so. his wife and two future miss America's ain't bad either. it must make your heart full to be with them now. remember to box their ears when needed!! I hear you can still do it if the need arises!!

Irene
eye119@eyereen.com
10/17/2003
Hey Sis!!

You just hang in there and HE'll take care of you...don't let your faith fall now...I've been praying for you.... Love ya Sis!! EYE

Tom Hutchinson
hutchinson2042@rogers.com
10/16/2003
Cay ...I have never met you, but I have heard so much about you from my friend Kat .I thoughts and prayers are with you and your family ...may God grant you the health and strength to tell Kat ......BITE ME .......Ps any friend of Kats is a friend of mine ....get well soon Honey ...hugssssssssssss Tom

SANDY
FINECHYNA4U@YAHOO.COM
10/15/2003

CAY YOU ARE IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS AND MAY GOD WATCH OVER YOU. GOD BLESS YOU HON AND KNOW I LOVE YOU.....

jasmyne42
jasmyne42@hotmail.com
10/15/2003

Cay,I just wanted to let you know your in my thoughts and prayers..

Sept48
sept48@excite.com
10/15/2003

Hi Cay,, You are a great friend. Thank you for being so kind to me in chat.. If you get this Know I am saying a prayer for you..

Val/Sept48

Dee (teachf)
teachf63@hotmail.com
10/15/2003

My dear Cay, You are in my prayers. I pray you have peace within. My only regret is never getting to meet you face to face. May God watch over and keep you in the palms of his hands. HUGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

_asouthrnbelle
_asouthrnbelle_ @excite.com
10/15/2003

Cay, The times we have shared together have been wonderful, shopping for floppy hats to cover a bald head and the laughs we have shared..

I will always cherish the three day's you and Carlos spent with my family and me. In August I will never forget our having "oysters" on the half shell, the laughs we had and your dancing eye's ....You know we aren't blood sister's we are much closer,The secrets we have shared and the tears we have shed and how we have pushed each other, means the world to me.... This hasn't been an easy time for you,and as one who cares about you, there have been so many moments when I've wished I could have somehow spared you some of the pain, or at least cushioned the blows.But it seems we each have our own roads to travel in life. For awhile, we're on a smooth well-worn path, then suddenly the road swerves.... But Sis you know what?I've watched you with admiration as you have faced difficulty with strength and courage, and even in those times when you may have wanted to give up, you somehow found it in yourself to carry on...and I just know you will continue to do so.. You are a remarkable person, And even though this is your road to travel, be sure to look along the side from time to time. The person you'll see there, the one cheering you on, will be me.!! I love you Sis, and you are in our prayers daily..

Jean

Isaac
isaac4nice@yahoo.com
10/14/2003

do not worry u will be alright very soon .

Coach
a_coach2001@yahoo.com
10/14/2003
Hang in there Gal, and get your butt better. My prayers are with ya.

Elizabeth
kissylissy4@yahoo.com
10/13/2003

Through my mom, I've felt like I've known you. She's always spoken so highly of you as if your sisterhood was bound by blood, and I know that can only mean you're a wonderful person. I've never really had the chance to chat with you individually, but anyone my mother is close with, I instinctively love as well. If you must feel like now is your time, than at least spend the rest of it knowing you have such amazing friends, who would fight off the pain if they really could. Remember though... miracles happen every day and you never know if your turn's next. You're in my prayers. ~~ Elizabeth (Kat's daughter)

Larry
l.porter@mchsi.com
10/13/2003
Dear Cay,

Just wanted to let you know that you are in my thoughts. I also said a little prayer for you. Take care.

Larry

Dusty
Dustysings@webtv.net
10/13/2003
http://wtv-zone.com/limeylady/limeyl/donine.html

Dear Cay,

Although you do not know me, through the gift of your pages I feel as though I know you. I am sorry to hear of your struggles with your health. I am praying that God in His infinite wisdom will hold you in His arms and give you the healing blessings of His love and glory. May the Lord's peace and serenity be the gifts that you find in each and every day. And may the prayers of friends and family alike bring comfort in these difficult days you are facing.

Always remember, Cay..... "You are never alone!". Your Lord, and your Savior will not forsake you in your time of greatest need. He is there for all His children. His love is infinite and abundant, and has no end. Wrap yourself in the cloak of His love when you are feeling lost and lonely, and His love will keep you safe and warm.

Peace and blessings to you, my unseen friend.....you are in my prayers!

Fondly, Dusty

Terry
swampfox1@bright.net
10/12/2003
I'm praying for you to have the strength to endure this terrible sickness..Please hang in there! Terry

Annie
caballito1@webtv.net
10/12/2003
My Dear friend Cay, I always pray and light that little candle for you, that us Catholics like to do...(inside joke) I know you are going through hard times now, but God has you in his embrace and if he wants to keep you there, then you know you are in good arms....If not, then we will have you back making those beautiful pages only Lace can make....You gave me encouragement when I was ill and now it's my turn...You are a very strong woman to have endured all that you have and you will make it through this with the great faith of a devout Catholic that you are...God awaits us all with open arms..My greatest wish is that if it time for your journey to begin, that it be as beautiful as the one that you shared with us your friends through your friendship and beautiful and inspiring pages full of love and joy....But please get well....I love you.....Annie

mouse
fairy3quarters@webtv.net
10/12/2003

U R IN MY PRAYERS! GOD BLESS YOU! MOUSE

Paul
paulguy@excite.com
10/12/2003
It has been so many years since I have said hi to you Cay. I am at a loss for words but I do offer you this prayer.

Grant me a quiet night, O Lord, and give me rest, for I am tired and need sleep. Watch over me with love in the silence of night and let me rest in you like a child in its mother's arms. I place my trust in you, my God. Amen.

Paul or TW
twhitehorse@mindspring.com
10/12/2003
Cay hey Hon you been thru a lot but as long as you are reading this I know the prayers are working, need to bounce back up so we can party.. you have touched so many, you mean a lot to a bunch of us yes we love ya gal and of course as you know as you travel I 20 the cafe is always open to you ... love ya Hon

Bob aka Tundra or Penguin
penguin@cpinternet.com
10/12/2003

Cay;dang it girl, I so hoped you would go on for ages...at least as long as I and that's a heap. I feel bad, your so good and I've been rowdy, rough and worthless...at times. Now that my end is nearer I have changed but that don't make what's happened to you any better. I guess I want you to know that I will never forget what you have gone through, how nice a friend you have been to Kat, your courage and endurance has impressed me and my life is better for knowing you. My eyes are damp but my prayers are strong...I pray god shows mercy, I pray he treats you as the special angel you are, that the peace and goodness you have shown us all lives on to make us all better/nicer as long as we reside on earth.Fear not, for God and all of us that know of you, love you. That's so easy to do Cay...you're special.

Ray Pfob
pfob@shaw.ca
10/12/2003

Hi Cay, I know... there is a good reason that you're not answering my "New Page" e-mails... smile ! Seriously though Sweetie, let's ALL "pray together" to activate the "strength" we KNOW "you have" and get you back sending us your beautiful Pages again...! Lot's of "love", Hugggs, always, Ray.

(--_--)

Kat
minibite1@yahoo.com
10/12/2003

Sis, I miss you. This web and my life just isn't the same anymore. You have made such a huge difference to me and I thank you for it all. When I get down.. or stupid.. I think to myself, ""What would my Sis say or do?"" Most of the time the answer is... Have faith. Other times, well... I'd love to be there.. to receive that kick in the butt Sis! I love you... btw... Bite me